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Felicia Mitchell
ODYSSEUS IN THE V.A. HOSPITAL
The son of Kronos is not always so kind. Sometimes he sends you on a 20-year journey to prove yourself. And just when you think you're home for good, he tells his daughter to tell you you haven't suffered enough, not by a long shot, even if you thought you'd lived up to your name and could rest on your laurels. So you wake up in yet another strange bed, wondering why Athena doesn't answer when you buzz her, why all the doctors are named Tiresias. You remember vaguely how you tricked the Kyklops and wish some trick like that would get you past the red tape and out of here. You want to go home to Penelope, who'd be just as good at spoon-feeding you as the aide who looks like the loveliest of goddesses but speaks as if you're two years old. Alas, Penelope—so used to waiting—does not interfere with fate but sits home weaving and unraveling your shroud, fending off more dirty old men than you could shake a stick at if you got a chance. And where is Telémakhos when you need him? Down the hall, in the waiting room, pacing. Telémakhos is afraid age, like valor, is contagious. If Eurýkleia were alive, she'd pull the plug for you, only she's not, and you curse yourself for forgetting to make a living will before anyone questioned your mental capacity. You want to believe you could sail the seas and conquer death with your eyes closed. Your valor is legendary, and you have served the gods. But mornings, dawn looks as bloody as your urine; and evenings, the stars are nothing more than points of light on the monitor at your side. Kalypso's shimmering isle is a million miles away. Agamemnon wouldn't stand for this, you say as they change your linens, as you close your eyes like a man skilled in all ways of contending. LISTEN TO A READING OF THIS POEM Credit for poem: Mitchell, Felicia. "Odysseus in the V.A. Hospital." Potpourri. A Quarterly Magazine of the Arts 14.2 (2002): 69. Visit www. potpourri.org Credit for image: Fallen Warrior figure from R. angle of W. pediment, Temple of Aphaia, Aegina. ca. 500-490 B.C. |